denials r us

“Wolf says the park’s music never stopped playing as security surrounded the trash cans where the bang came from and told visitors they were evacuating.”

b/c the band must play on

at the theme park, near the pink castle, the recorded band played on through explosions

...and trials of tribulations
...and broken hearts
...and reality
there's no shutting off that eerie hollow sound
from cables underground
b/c who doesn't need/want that sweet sweet saccharine

denials r us
runnin the whole town
q: how’s the weather
a: well tom… it’s been strange
   dry areas more dry   (on fire // on fire)
   wet areas more wet   (floods //   floods)
   & the middle...well the middle is fucked

transmission emissions
let's fraq'er bb
but the problem with this particular rape is that humanity it its own victim

ima write a letter to the future and to the girl hidin her face behind her bloggin experiment

b/c the band must play on

at the grocery store, in the milk aisle, the recorded band played on through the gun fire

...and trials of tribulations
...and broken hearts
...and reality
there's no shutting off that eerie hollow sound
from cables underground
b/c who doesn't need/want that sweet sweet saccharine

D&D die

let's talk about the digitalized literature argument
unraveling...

b/c it's all ephemeral bb
and if great literature is timeless why are there so many footnotes?

at the same time people were writing for posterity
...other people were not

this has been the case since before print
popular fiction is not always: literature is not always popular
see: faulkner (oop before the pocket version)
that's my favorite reference for literary popularity
and im p sure that dickins was trying to write accessible popular fiction

so the argument is null
there has been & always will be the d&d die with many sides; it's still one die:
a rectangle is not always a square but a square is always a rectangle, dig?
how presumptuous to think that a reblogged poem means it wasn't read or that it meant nothing to the reader
do you even know what a reblog is?
it means you actually like something enough to put it on your own blog
...damn gurl

how presumptuous to think that b/c information is disseminated digitally that it will result in the death of the story
puh leeze gurl puh leeze
the spread of information is a good thing & ppl are still takin their damn time

what is it anyway if not meant to be consumed (en masse or not)
i gotta get this out and it might mean it's not like 26 years, but it could be
i could be marguerite duras and write the same fucking story of my life over and over again
...but you wouldn't know

ultimate fallacy word = "only"
don't use it; scrap that it hurts yer argument bb

i see you lookin, i know yer curious
i have a god dammned stat counter
i write about anything
today, tumblr, google, gun control, and there's nothing to stop me
not even you
...i say this with love
b/c you opened the door when i wasn't even knocking

i will say this: great stories, poems & literature stay in the human consciousness for a reason: it's b/c fiction can tell a certain truth that reality will never tell

impairments

orwellian solar flares // google
abstract money game // ground floor populace
"this is the only time in the global economy that no one is doing well..."
well...

geographical impairments
micro sd card memory data
greecian malaria urn
quit techonolgy cold turkey

abstract money data
"...ima sepratist"
good luck with that babe...
basic needs are concurrent
and if you dont find that helpful
i suggest a looking glass

BBC 4-6 am EST (5.8.13)

//james holmes was not insane
but organized
//trusted pkk fighters may lay down; holding a cease fire (1st since 78)
//future hospitals /w eno soundtracks
//markets are up
homeowners are making payments on time...for now
//the neo barbarians are running south africa
//heroin is cheap in afghanistan; 1 rock could feed a family of 4 for a week
//embryos grown from extinct species
//neighbors shocked by 3 found women & causes existential crisis
"evil and innocence are thrown into ever sharper relief" --BBC reporter
//chemicals used on house pets and their waste are killing sea animals
but no one cares b/c those animals aren't cute or trained to play pianos
our complex eco system without sea creatures is a sad place
//plastic island ocean
//PS those poor poached elephants
china says, "african problem"
but they be buyin'

isp memory hook

a memory too good
& google access
she stared at the picture for a good 20 minutes
adjusted the calibration behind her eyelids
it was still there
in a thousand pixels
on a high refresh rate

access to any
name
connections never severed
2013
internet persona on repeat
a skipping hd disc platter

mystery isp
narcissistic stats
looking for...the one...that got away
b/c of love
b/c of love
b/c of lies of love

wtf

'neath the weight of black mass

back alley url
get out yer hang (her)
steroid // sociopath // ego
crusssssssssssssssssssshing
'neath the weight
of black mass

revelations revel // ignorance
"why can't i get any (dis) respect?"
you get what you give
cliche apparati
never learned tongues
i bow you bow we all say bow wow

monochrome injustices
spreading bee pollen butter
fungal (in)in(fect)communicado
staccato // wall sconces

paranoia princess
slumped asthmatic rhythms
chronic // depression // shortcircuits
crussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssshing
'neath the weight
of black mass

near spoiled fruit

riding up the escalator revealed a silk screened shirt:
"they tell you to be yourself and then they judge you" -- ¥1890

ECT memory loss jolt
strapped into the memory machine

the past unfolds... unfolds... unfolds...
a victim of the past(?) or a party to the future(?)

near spoiled fruit always tastes the best
ancient rituals (re)appropriated for want of lack of spirituality
secular future stocks // speculated uprising

cell phone selfies
ephemeral data waste
flotsam styrofoam remains

 

Poetry Manuscript title will be "Letters to the Future"

news items

mixed signals
semi fore
pina fore
sign language
morse code
2 dashes one dot, but not S O S
an AP hacked tweet caused the market to dip
in venezuela they are banging pots and pans
why aren't you that angry
b/c tv
b/c entertainment
b/c consumption
let's hit those pans bb
the great firewall
collecting US intelligence from FBI databases
behind the red curtain
it's just capitalism
again...
massive give aways to giant corporations
paywall youtube subscription service
the money touches a blushed technology
market place fairness act
technology simplifies most processes
no issue the seller has to pay
i saw it all in HD today

Susan

in austin texas Susan sat on the ground to watch the sunset
and a burning sensation occured between her thighs
and that's how Susan discovered that texas has fire ants
stood up quickly & brushed off many

...Susan was reminded of a heat rash she had between her thighs
after returning from the desert
and thought "wow
wayfarers and aviator ray bans have been ruined forever"

as she pushed her own up to the bridge of her nose

later Susan was on the greyhound bus to Las Vegas
while she tried to get some rest she felt a hand on her thigh
Susan twisted around, flicked out her pen knife
...wild eyed, and said "Hey you wanna get stabbed"
creep went white eyed...retracted his hand
& went back to pretending to read a dean koontz novel
Susan switched seats

Susan was in las vegas walking the strip
thought...it was a good thing she only gambled with her heart and not something that counted
           ...like money
desert lights of adult paradise reflected in her ray bans, homages to perfect cities and circuses
endless concrete steps...to heaven

ima god

bb ima motherfuckin PotPOURRI too amazing for you to comprehend
i got my hand in erry motherfucking pot
cuz i got mult hands like Kali
with a foot on yer chest
and a head in my blue skin palm

bb ima motherfuckin ThroBbING reaction to errything
i got my my eyes on erry fucking continent
cuz i got mult eyes like Ophanim
with a wheel for yer angels
and a direct connection to the mother plane

bb ima nightmare to you InSECurIties & im feelin em out
i got my tentacles on erry fucking pulse
cuz i got mult feelers like Cuthulu
with a body prone to water
an ancestor of the stars