she rolled her eyes back into the pink
"his music...is derivative"
no response from the peanut gallery
b/c it was in a facebook chat
and who has the time for that
...but bby we're a derivative species
there was someone doing it before you
we were all doing it before you
everything that has ever been tapped
...was tapped from humanity's existence
see: the water cycle; evaporation, condensation, precipitation, infiltration, runoff
human rivers; human oceans; derivative species
see: eternal return; amor fati; Kalachakra; Nietzsche
there's something beautiful about the beach and a grain of sand
you can ask oppen about that one
derivative///redundant elitism
bby we have crossed eons of time to be here
right now
to create
to breath
you do you i do me he do him and she do her
puh leez gurl puh leez
item B: neo barbarians; a drunk perspective
i get more google hits from neo barbarians than anything
well they're out there
and they're racist, homophobic, and wealthy
stop beatin on the system
stop beating up the system
stop...
im drunk again
and that coinage/paper controls
nam sayin
dig
item C: null
fuck your ennui
fuck your apathy
fuck your misogyny
fuck your misandry
fuck your capitalism
fuck your communism
fuck your war
fuck your peace
item D: the queen of dissolute dreams
it's the worst at night
when you try to connect the dots
{the why}
reality will never give it up, it became a pro at hiding truths and reasons after working for the US gov
be careful
or paranoia will run its course, straight through your veins; shot between the toes to avoid detection
there are fictions the mind creates
when it is racing at night
brass tax; it was his decision
despite what he may/may not have been told
fiction:
a stubborn milky woman sits inside the red den fat with animus
smokes lies like a chimney
smokes lies into his eyes
sits between two men in order to remain idle
they rub her milky bulbous feet and calves with divine loyalty////////out of love/fear
here/ far away/ below HER/ sits another woman
whose desire to be wanted can never be quenched\\\\\\\\\\whose self motivated needs outrun friendships
in fact there are 4 men and 2 women and THE woman
{after math}
he tells her words these words:
i like yer poem //baby
i miss you //baby
i luv u4eva //baby
before the massive palisade of silence was erected
it took him 3 days to build it out of match sticks: see fiction; see subterranean truths
thousands of miles apart
and people wanna tell them what love is
people wanna help her out with the trite spit:
you'll find someone better
...and don't you get it?
i don't sleep either fucker.
item E: internetz
so i wasn't hip
to alt lit
until about 20 minutes too late
and i get that literary pretense is just that
but i read/read a lot
i can't help being an information sponge
and it's all applicable really
from oscar wilde to william gibson
from oceans of sound and glass windows
slow erosion
a movement
i can listen to talking heads live from rome
as much as i like
i can't help playing a bit of a trick
i don't want to be mean
but none of you ever reblog my posts (alt lit press/meta knight etc)
and hitting the like button
is a nice gesture
but it doesn't bode well with me
you can hit that heart all you like
it don't mean you like
anything
i am coding html in notepad b/c tumblr made their interface an annoyance and so did microsoft
i'll tell you a story but you have to come close; it's a whisper, it's a shallow pond
when i was in 2nd grade mrs.funk showed me a haiku
and i was in love
i was in love with words
i got advanced placement
in math too
but numbers were always just clashing symbols and words were a symphonic arrangement
when i was a girlscout i always held the flag too long
i dont want to free write too much
but at least my writing is free
i hope i remembered to keep my old printed transcripts b/c my hard drives keep dying
the internet is ephemeral and when it crashes we will be crushed
item F: blasphemy
the easter bunny
hid the eggs but you colored them
...read the new testament
jesus didn't write it; his buddies did
and we all know how some friends can be
jesus was an aries; the ram
(i never got down with any personally
but there's still time
cuz i said goodbye to gemeni, taurus, sagitarius, capricorn, virgo, and leo)
hello pices
hello aries; hello jesus
i always thought jesus had great abs
but he's not the first guy to get crucified
and his story isn't unique
bill mahr will tell you that
haha
why am i writing this response
i was raised christian and i called bullshit pretty early on
our favorite game was stump the sunday school teacher
asking questions about gays and abortion
if god has a plan, what is it exactly? can i make installment payments? is there interest? compounded? or is it more like a 401k?
monotheism: one day "god" gets upset b/c none of the other gods wanna hang, but that's b/c he's kind of dick and kind of mean and well you get it
so he comes down to the earth, and meets up with moses, he keeps doing this every time the other gods are like
"god, would you at least be chill?
but god isn't a chill god
god's kind of like a teen boy that has a rape fantasy
god comes down again and says hey mary let's get it on, only thing is she's sleeping
but jesus was a nice guy, it's not his fault his dad is a dick
god came down a bit later and talked to muhammad (god likes the middle east for some reason he never made it over to india (shiva wasn't down with god))
god thought: well third time's the charm
and maybe god was right
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